Monday, September 1, 2008 |
...STILL WAITING |
I remember back then I was twenty five years old people keep on asking when are they going to hear wedding bells or “kalian kami makakainon ng mainit na sabaw” as they say. Two years after I finally found the one whom I am willing to spend my days and nights for the rest of my life then some people were speculating, “I am already pregnant”
How I wish I was pregnant on my wedding day not to disappoint the tsismosas in the neighborhood but I really wanted to have our MINI- ME’S asap. But then again the conservative me opted not until I am married. Vin fulfilled his promise to my parents as well, that is the reason why my mom loves him so much. Now after a year and four months of being together, I never thought that having a baby is never easy. Now everybody is asking “ preggy ka na?” and I just smiled and simply say not yet…taba lang hindi bata.
This question adds up to my frustration because I know deep in my heart how my husband wanted to have a baby. Every time we were at the mall seeing cute babies, he keeps on pinching my arms and my belly. Now the pressure gets higher when my sister in law got pregnant for the second time. My OB and I are trying to work out and balance my hormones. She says I’m normal and I am capable so nothing to be worried. Maybe its just a matter of time.
Maybe God has some reasons why. I believe that he perfectly know when is the right time. I remember how He guided me finding my husband. It took me 5 years. I am pretty sure that He is preparing something BIG for both of us. There is no reason to feel the pressure. I will accept whatever according to HIS will. All I need to do is to wait patiently and of course enjoy while working on it. |
posted by pearli @ Monday, September 01, 2008 |
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Great blog!!! You should update it!!!
http://bit.ly/CincoDeMayoCelebration
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Great blog!!! You should update it!!!
http://bit.ly/CincoDeMayoCelebration